I don't know how this happens, but the weather changes what happens in my life. Weird. Sunny days bring randomness and happy people around. But rainy days bring new beginnings and change. I always get a new job when it is cold. Good things always happen when it is cold. I find out who the good people in my life are when it is cold. Summer brings confusion. Winter brings understanding. Everything falls into place when it is cold. Which is weird and probably doesn't happen to most people. But I like it just like that. Not to mention, winter also brings days spent in bed, under blankets, cuddling, watching movies and eating ice cream. That's pretty close to as good as it gets.
It seems that I let go of bad habits around this time of the year. And 2012 hasn't been any different. It's been a while since I've been at this state of mind. I'm in a place where I know exactly what I want in life. I know how to get it. I know what I need to do. That goes for my professional and personal life. I've managed to cultivate the good people in my life and let go of the bad. Hang out with people who have the same believes and morals as me. People who have been there for me the whole time. People who I have always treasured. I can honestly say, at this point in time, everyone who is part of my life makes me happy. There is not one person in my life who I wish wasn't around. I've finally cut out the last part of the tumour that was bringing me down. All the drama is gone. It feels pretty good. Things are actually good right now and I am happy. Of course there are things that still need to be improved, but that will take time.
I noticed the other day that whenever I make hate posts or even emo posts, I get a lot of views. Happy posts, on the other hand, don't get a lot of views. It means that people actually want to read about my opinion on other people, because they know I will write what I think and how I feel. I don't think that's a good thing, since it leaves space for even more drama and gossip. People that feed off the drama and that will go to extreme lengths to gossip about other people's lives are disgusting. And before certain people go around saying that's what I do, no, you are wrong. You can call this blog a public space. You can say this is publicly bitching about people behind their backs. But reality is, if I felt the need to publicly bitch about someone, I'd go on facebook. Blogging about it won't get the word around. Facebook would. My blog is about putting out there how I feel. If I wanted to humiliate people, I'd name names. If you think this is a public way of bitching, you know nothing. Just because what I say might fit what you are going through, does not mean the post is about you. Every time I have ever bitched about someone here, I talked to the person first. If I get no response from them, that's when I feel the need to blog about it. That's it.
On another note, I've been reading this and I'm not sure how I feel about a lot of things people have said: http://whoneedsfeminism.tumblr.com
It seems that I let go of bad habits around this time of the year. And 2012 hasn't been any different. It's been a while since I've been at this state of mind. I'm in a place where I know exactly what I want in life. I know how to get it. I know what I need to do. That goes for my professional and personal life. I've managed to cultivate the good people in my life and let go of the bad. Hang out with people who have the same believes and morals as me. People who have been there for me the whole time. People who I have always treasured. I can honestly say, at this point in time, everyone who is part of my life makes me happy. There is not one person in my life who I wish wasn't around. I've finally cut out the last part of the tumour that was bringing me down. All the drama is gone. It feels pretty good. Things are actually good right now and I am happy. Of course there are things that still need to be improved, but that will take time.
I noticed the other day that whenever I make hate posts or even emo posts, I get a lot of views. Happy posts, on the other hand, don't get a lot of views. It means that people actually want to read about my opinion on other people, because they know I will write what I think and how I feel. I don't think that's a good thing, since it leaves space for even more drama and gossip. People that feed off the drama and that will go to extreme lengths to gossip about other people's lives are disgusting. And before certain people go around saying that's what I do, no, you are wrong. You can call this blog a public space. You can say this is publicly bitching about people behind their backs. But reality is, if I felt the need to publicly bitch about someone, I'd go on facebook. Blogging about it won't get the word around. Facebook would. My blog is about putting out there how I feel. If I wanted to humiliate people, I'd name names. If you think this is a public way of bitching, you know nothing. Just because what I say might fit what you are going through, does not mean the post is about you. Every time I have ever bitched about someone here, I talked to the person first. If I get no response from them, that's when I feel the need to blog about it. That's it.
On another note, I've been reading this and I'm not sure how I feel about a lot of things people have said: http://whoneedsfeminism.tumblr.com
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