Got to be free

I didn't use to believe the whole 'actions speak louder than words' speech. But now I do. I don't really like it though. Sometimes I wish I could just believe what people say, without having to consider their actions. The fact that people continue to play me like this annoys me. I'm not an idiot. I know so much more than I let you believe. I'll admit, I play dumb sometimes to see if people will be honest with me. A lot of the time they prove that most people just can't be trusted.

I have opinions. A lot goes on in my head. Not many people care enough to hear me out. 3 very good friends have been around for the last few years and they are the only people who listen to what I have to say. One of them doesn't even know how important he is in my life. Everyone else just doesn't get me. They don't wanna hear what I have to say. And when they do, they'll change the subject first chance they get. I shouldn't even keep these people around. It messes up with my head. It only proves to me that I can be truly happy with only those 3 people around. Is that sad? I think it is ok. I was fine a year ago with them. And the year before that. Can't things be like that again? I don't like change. I don't like wasting my time with things that are pointless to me. If you wanna stick around, learn to show that you care. Or someone else will.