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I hate how self obsessed people can be. Not everything is about you, sweetheart. Most people won't even remember you exist most of the time. That's how plain you are. You just don't stand out. And trust me, you didn't "destroy my life" like you seem to think. I'm the one who is happy now, not you.

On another note, I've managed to find a way to be ignore things that I have no control of. I didn't think I could do it. But I did. And I am better for it now. Not as angry. And I can honestly say I have stopped pretending. I still haven't managed to let go of certain things from my past, but one day. At least I can deal with them now.

Spring is here. I don't like the getting sun burnt part of it all, but the sunshine makes me happier. It makes me procrastinate less. It makes me want to get up in the morning and go outside without freezing to death. The warmth just makes me happier. Pretty simple, but pretty big. It really helps.

I feel like I have a lot to say but I don't know what it all is.

I'm gonna go and catch up on some true blood for now.