I have done absolutely nothing productive this weekend. Stayed inside most of the time ans somehow still managed to catch a cold. It sucks.
Someone told me i don't go outside enough. That i should get out there more often. I don't really care what they say. I like being at home/inside. I'm allowed to b as lazy as i like. I guess i will go back to being lazy on my own now rather than waste other people's days. This is one (of many) reasons why relationships don't really work for me. I don't feel the need to do something. I like doing nothing and just having someone around. I like doing it on my own too. I don't think i'll ever find someone as lazy as me. Oh well.
In the last week i have confirmed what i wanna do with my life (when it comes to work): be a portrait/event photographer. It gives me a certaib rush to do it. And i've been told i have a good eye so that just makes me want to do it even more! I just need to stay focused. And keep people around me who understand. Not everyone does. Not everyone cares. But i do have a couple of friends who believe in me. So thats enough. She will always be happy to help me out and go to places with me. He will always push me and teach me what he k ows that i lack. It's been a good journey and it will keep getting better :)
Someone told me i don't go outside enough. That i should get out there more often. I don't really care what they say. I like being at home/inside. I'm allowed to b as lazy as i like. I guess i will go back to being lazy on my own now rather than waste other people's days. This is one (of many) reasons why relationships don't really work for me. I don't feel the need to do something. I like doing nothing and just having someone around. I like doing it on my own too. I don't think i'll ever find someone as lazy as me. Oh well.
In the last week i have confirmed what i wanna do with my life (when it comes to work): be a portrait/event photographer. It gives me a certaib rush to do it. And i've been told i have a good eye so that just makes me want to do it even more! I just need to stay focused. And keep people around me who understand. Not everyone does. Not everyone cares. But i do have a couple of friends who believe in me. So thats enough. She will always be happy to help me out and go to places with me. He will always push me and teach me what he k ows that i lack. It's been a good journey and it will keep getting better :)
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