I've always been a huge believer that you should follow your dream, whatever that dream is. I always encourage people to take risks. Always. I don't always live by that, but I'm always the one telling people to go for it if it's somethig they really wanna do and/or really believe in.
I thought by now I would have my life sorted. That I would have a dream to follow. But it hasn't quote worked out that way. Whenever someone asks me what I wanna do with my life, who I wanna be, what's my dream, I don't know what to say. I keep changing my mind, simply beause I don't have a clear view of what I want. Well, kinda. A big part of it is that I don't believe in myself, I don't believe I can be whoever I wanna be and do whatever I wanna do. That's strange, considering how bossy and strong minded I am.
If someone asks me to do something that I think I can't do, I will prove them I'm capable. Always. I never give up and I always get what I set my mind into. But when it comes to living for myself, I feel like I've hit a huge brick wall and can't figure out how to go around it.
Do I wanna have my own business? Do I wanna be a photographer? Do I wanna manage people? Do I wanna plan events? Do I wanna work at a magazine?
I don't know.
I know what you're thinking 'you're too young, there's still plenty of time to figure it out'. But that's not how I see it. I feel unmotivated. I need a dream. Something to work towards. I don't like just floating around. I meed a goal, an aim. I don't know how to figure it out. Trial and error is not my style. I'm too scared for that. I'm so scared of failing that I don't even try.
I need to try new things. I need to open my mind to new ideas, new people with different mind sets.
As good as it all sounds, I can't figure out how to start.
I thought by now I would have my life sorted. That I would have a dream to follow. But it hasn't quote worked out that way. Whenever someone asks me what I wanna do with my life, who I wanna be, what's my dream, I don't know what to say. I keep changing my mind, simply beause I don't have a clear view of what I want. Well, kinda. A big part of it is that I don't believe in myself, I don't believe I can be whoever I wanna be and do whatever I wanna do. That's strange, considering how bossy and strong minded I am.
If someone asks me to do something that I think I can't do, I will prove them I'm capable. Always. I never give up and I always get what I set my mind into. But when it comes to living for myself, I feel like I've hit a huge brick wall and can't figure out how to go around it.
Do I wanna have my own business? Do I wanna be a photographer? Do I wanna manage people? Do I wanna plan events? Do I wanna work at a magazine?
I don't know.
I know what you're thinking 'you're too young, there's still plenty of time to figure it out'. But that's not how I see it. I feel unmotivated. I need a dream. Something to work towards. I don't like just floating around. I meed a goal, an aim. I don't know how to figure it out. Trial and error is not my style. I'm too scared for that. I'm so scared of failing that I don't even try.
I need to try new things. I need to open my mind to new ideas, new people with different mind sets.
As good as it all sounds, I can't figure out how to start.
1 comment:
yeah, snap. That's part of why I came over here, but it hasn't helped...
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