Monday, September 5, 2011

And it comes around again

September has never been a good year for me. People tend to leave for good at this time of year. And this year it will be en worse. First time ever that i have spent my sister's bday + my bday away from her. Wouldn't say i'm happy about this.

Every year september creeps (?) up on me. This is no different. Just when things are starting to work out and i am feeling happy again, it comes around. It's like it sits there and mocks me. Can i skip this month? At least skip a few days?

I miss that time when i didn't know better. When i didn't have a reason to cry. When i didn't know what loosing someone felt like.

I miss you. Is this ever gonna get easier? Doesn't feel like it will.