Trying to keep myself busy. That's all I do now. I don't do things because I want to. I do them to keep me busy n out of trouble. I sleep all weekend. I blame everyone else. I'm obviouspy the problem here n I don't know how to fix it. Better yet, I don't wanna fix it. It isn't worth it. I gave up a longtime ago. Now I'm just sitting around waiting for my life to pass me by. That's how it will always b now. N i don't care anymore. I'm way beyond that. I have truly given up n I don't wanna go back. It's easier this way. Being numb is easier. Simpler. Can't hurt me anymore. No one can.
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