I like Pink's new song. (it's on repeat right now...) It's very catchy. It makes me wanna dance every time I hear it. Which is a bit bad when I'm at work and I can feel myself moving around a little.
Songs seem to fit me very well right now...
"Everything is going wrong but we're so happy"
Mum has always said that, when it gets near to your birthday, you enter a "astral hell". Which seems to always be true. I don't think it is a really bad thing, because I get happy near my birthday, so even when things start going to shit, I'm still going. If it happened at any other point in time, I might just crash. But now, when it's near my birthday, I can deal with it. It's weird...
Work is busy. Stressful. Everyone is on the edge and because I go around helping everyone and do little things that depend on everyone else, I take all the shit and everything always seems to be my fault (at least that's what they say. it's not really...). So people spend all day having a go at me for doing my work too fast and them not being able to catch up and then, at the end of the day, all the stress just goes away and everyone is laughing, drinking and being fun. It took me a while to get used to it, I must say. Oh, also, my probation period is over! I survived! :D
Last night, for the first time ever, I was drunk at the same time Rugiyya was. Which was amazing! Usually we take care of each other. But last night, I think we both just needed shitloads of alcohol. It was fun :) Hopefully, we'll do it again today.
I feel like blogging lots. I feel like e-mailing people. But I have so much cleaning to do...
My fucking housemate is getting kicked out. Why? Because she is a dirty whore who doesn't pay the rent. And what's gonna happen to me? I don't know. Joint lease sucks. Everything is so up in the air, I have no control and it is freaking me out. But at the same time, it is good. I don't have to be responsible for anything. It doesn't depend on me. This is a new feeling. This out of control business can work for me. Maybe.
My parents are taking me sky diving for my birthday! Fuck yeah! :D
I'm swearing a lot now. This can't be good. But then it means I'm back to the old me. Kind of. Which is nice. :)
Raise your glass people! Life's worth fighting for. Even if it goes to shit. Be optimistic. Things always have a way of working themselves out. Don't put up with shit from other people. Stand up for yourself. It's better to keep people around you who like you for who you are, rather than who you pretend to be. The masks always fall. So don't wear one. Be honest. Trust people. Don't hold grudges. Don't do anything to be guilty about. And if you do, don't be afraid to say sorry. It means a lot. Be happy! Bad things happen to good people. But karma is a bitch. Do whatever you want to do. Be whoever you want to be, even if it means taking shit from people who don't understand you. Ignore them. No one knows you better than yourself. You can be anyone. And you can change at any point in time. :)
/end weird Vero times.
Songs seem to fit me very well right now...
"Everything is going wrong but we're so happy"
Mum has always said that, when it gets near to your birthday, you enter a "astral hell". Which seems to always be true. I don't think it is a really bad thing, because I get happy near my birthday, so even when things start going to shit, I'm still going. If it happened at any other point in time, I might just crash. But now, when it's near my birthday, I can deal with it. It's weird...
Work is busy. Stressful. Everyone is on the edge and because I go around helping everyone and do little things that depend on everyone else, I take all the shit and everything always seems to be my fault (at least that's what they say. it's not really...). So people spend all day having a go at me for doing my work too fast and them not being able to catch up and then, at the end of the day, all the stress just goes away and everyone is laughing, drinking and being fun. It took me a while to get used to it, I must say. Oh, also, my probation period is over! I survived! :D
Last night, for the first time ever, I was drunk at the same time Rugiyya was. Which was amazing! Usually we take care of each other. But last night, I think we both just needed shitloads of alcohol. It was fun :) Hopefully, we'll do it again today.
I feel like blogging lots. I feel like e-mailing people. But I have so much cleaning to do...
My fucking housemate is getting kicked out. Why? Because she is a dirty whore who doesn't pay the rent. And what's gonna happen to me? I don't know. Joint lease sucks. Everything is so up in the air, I have no control and it is freaking me out. But at the same time, it is good. I don't have to be responsible for anything. It doesn't depend on me. This is a new feeling. This out of control business can work for me. Maybe.
My parents are taking me sky diving for my birthday! Fuck yeah! :D
I'm swearing a lot now. This can't be good. But then it means I'm back to the old me. Kind of. Which is nice. :)
Raise your glass people! Life's worth fighting for. Even if it goes to shit. Be optimistic. Things always have a way of working themselves out. Don't put up with shit from other people. Stand up for yourself. It's better to keep people around you who like you for who you are, rather than who you pretend to be. The masks always fall. So don't wear one. Be honest. Trust people. Don't hold grudges. Don't do anything to be guilty about. And if you do, don't be afraid to say sorry. It means a lot. Be happy! Bad things happen to good people. But karma is a bitch. Do whatever you want to do. Be whoever you want to be, even if it means taking shit from people who don't understand you. Ignore them. No one knows you better than yourself. You can be anyone. And you can change at any point in time. :)
/end weird Vero times.
1 comment:
It's a good song, I've got it on repeat at the moment :D
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