Less than a week until I move out. I'm super excited. But quite scared at the same time. What if it doesn't work? What if I regret it? I guess I'll never find out until I do it. So much to do. So much to buy. Nothing's on track riht now. And I chose the worst day to move, right after the GAMES pubcrawl. What a mistake. If it is good, I feel feel like shit all day saturday.
Life's going pretty good. In a weird way. Things are working themselves out. I can't really say there's bad stuff happening in my life right now. I'm more positive than usual. I'm doing whatever I feel like doing, even if it means spending the next day like a zombie. But even at work, things are going good. I've got more responsibilities. People actually want me around. It's all very exciting, I must say.
Only when I think things are going good, I always find a way to feel bad about it all. That's my nature. It's what I do. And right now, I feel like everything is too good to be true. Things are going way too smoothly. Something is gonna crash. Something bad will happen soon. This is pessimistic Vero talking.
It's almost September. I hate that month. Nothing good ever happens in September. Ever. I spend the whole month just waiting for bad news. And it always comes.
I have to stop being so emo on this blog. I'm not actually this bad. Things are good and I still sit here and whine about it all. I have to stop doing that. I have to start having happy thoughts.
I'm gonna go watch Dexter. Now that's a happy show. I wish I was like Dexter sometimes, in a way. Not the killing people way, but the not being able to feel anything way. Not forever. Just sometimes.
Life's going pretty good. In a weird way. Things are working themselves out. I can't really say there's bad stuff happening in my life right now. I'm more positive than usual. I'm doing whatever I feel like doing, even if it means spending the next day like a zombie. But even at work, things are going good. I've got more responsibilities. People actually want me around. It's all very exciting, I must say.
Only when I think things are going good, I always find a way to feel bad about it all. That's my nature. It's what I do. And right now, I feel like everything is too good to be true. Things are going way too smoothly. Something is gonna crash. Something bad will happen soon. This is pessimistic Vero talking.
It's almost September. I hate that month. Nothing good ever happens in September. Ever. I spend the whole month just waiting for bad news. And it always comes.
I have to stop being so emo on this blog. I'm not actually this bad. Things are good and I still sit here and whine about it all. I have to stop doing that. I have to start having happy thoughts.
I'm gonna go watch Dexter. Now that's a happy show. I wish I was like Dexter sometimes, in a way. Not the killing people way, but the not being able to feel anything way. Not forever. Just sometimes.
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