Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Ugh

I'm just so annoyed and angry at everything. I very stressed out and making things blow out of proportion. In my head, they are all over the place. So much stuff due, so many exams, yet i always seem to be thinking about the same crap that just makes m angry n brings me down, while i SHOULD be trying to study for stuff, finish my assignments, learn something good. But no. I always go that way. I seem to constantly over react. Not in reality, just in my head. It makes me angry n pissed off. I act differently n if ppl ask i obviously say everything is good. I act as if everything was good but at the same time i act pissed off. *SCREAMS* I am really sick of this crap. I want to talk about it to the person who it concerns, but i feel stupid just thinking about having that conversation, it is ridiculous, i have no reason to be thinking this way but i just do and there is nothing i can do about it.

This is by far the most emo post i've made in a very long time. And by the looks of it, more of them will come. Disturbing indeed.

3 comments:

sez said...

:(

Deborah said...

well, you should talk. talking is good, it really takes a load off your back, no matter what happens afterwords.

Rebecca Sophia said...

yep, very EMO...
And like Monty Phython said: "Always look at the bright side of life"