Scream

I need to scream.
I really do.
For so many reasons.
I miss so many people.
I miss so many things.
I miss being able to do things i used to do.
Everything is so different.
It's all so scary.
I hate change.
Why can't things go back to the way they used to be?
Why can't things be simple again?
Why do people have to change?
Why does everything have to change?
I don't get how fast things can get messed up.
I don't know how weird things can get.
I hate feeling this way.
How did things turn up this way?
How did i turn up this way?
I used to be very optimistic.
Everything made me happy.
Everything made sense.
Right now, nothing makes sense.
I hate not being in control.
It sucks.
It stresses me out.
I wanna break something.
This is so stuuuuupid.
I shouldn't even be saying these things.