There's a lot of people out there who want what's best for me. I know they are trying to be helpful. I know the push they keep giving me comes from a loving place. But I hate it. Every conversation starts the same way. I get called lazy pretty much everyday by different people. It doesn't help. It doesn't matter how many jobs I apply for, how much photography I do, how productive I am at home. It all seems to not count for some people.
I hate being called lazy. I am not lazy.
It feels like the hole is getting deeper everyday. And everyday it becomes a little bit harder to motivate myself. The less motivated I am, the less likely I am to pull myself out of it.
I'm still stuck.
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