Shake it up.

I'm bored of life in general. Mainly of the work/study side of it. I'm not bored of my friends or family. I'm not bored of my home life. I'm just bored of my work and study life. I am not sure why. I'm doing what I want to be doing, yet I procrastinate. I feel like I'm getting nowhere. It's pretty sad. Maybe I am too ambitious? That's just crazy though. Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough. Sometimes I feel like things just happen to me, without me even trying. Everything seems to come so easily, I feel like I've never fought for anything (when it comes to work). That should be a good thing, right? But it makes me bored. I like fighting for what I want. I like challenges. I like being stressed, being on the edge of my seat. But I am a bit stuck, without having anything to fight for, no inspiration, no motivation.

Sigh. I dislike this very much. I hope something happens soon.