I'm slowly sinking into that lovely mode I have when I just don't care. The music in my car gets louder everyday. My patience gets lower. The amount of swearing goes up. The level of caring sinks to the bottom. I don't believe itis depression. I know I can shake myself out of it at any time. I've done it before and I know I will get over this again. But I haven't figured out how to skip this middle part. I'll learn one day.
Relationships have never been my thing. I've never enjoyed commitment. I get bored too easily. I wish I could just never be in a relationship and not hurt anyone at the same time. I know it will never happen, but i can dream.
It's only tuesday and I've already had 2 very shitty days. I believe things will go downhill until the end of the week, wheni get to stay at home on my own for a good 24 hours without having to see ortalk to anyone. I like weekends. I dislike people. I'd go far enough to say i hate people. They'll never stop hurting me and i don't seem to learn. But it's ok. I'll just keep pretending until i figure something out.
Relationships have never been my thing. I've never enjoyed commitment. I get bored too easily. I wish I could just never be in a relationship and not hurt anyone at the same time. I know it will never happen, but i can dream.
It's only tuesday and I've already had 2 very shitty days. I believe things will go downhill until the end of the week, wheni get to stay at home on my own for a good 24 hours without having to see ortalk to anyone. I like weekends. I dislike people. I'd go far enough to say i hate people. They'll never stop hurting me and i don't seem to learn. But it's ok. I'll just keep pretending until i figure something out.
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