I don't really understand why there are certain things that just stick around. Feelings that don't change. In the last year, so much has happened yet not much has changed. Somehow i find myself in the same place i was a year ago: confused. I don't know how i feel or what i should do. The difference is, now I am willing to try something new. I'm up to the point where anything goes. Whatever happens will be just fine.
I need someone to shake me out of this so I can figure out what to do. I don't seem to be able to do it alone.
Feelings are tricky. Sometimes you'l find that one person who you have the weirdest love hate relationship with. It puzzles me how it even works. But it just does. No matter what they do, you seem to always be able to get over it. Is that a good thing? Or is it just stupid? I don't like not knowing what to do. I don't like this feeling of liking someone you didn't expect you would like. It is just strange.
I think I need more sleep. I'm becoming a bit dilusional. Or maybe I'm just crazy.
I need someone to shake me out of this so I can figure out what to do. I don't seem to be able to do it alone.
Feelings are tricky. Sometimes you'l find that one person who you have the weirdest love hate relationship with. It puzzles me how it even works. But it just does. No matter what they do, you seem to always be able to get over it. Is that a good thing? Or is it just stupid? I don't like not knowing what to do. I don't like this feeling of liking someone you didn't expect you would like. It is just strange.
I think I need more sleep. I'm becoming a bit dilusional. Or maybe I'm just crazy.
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