I have always been a very strong believer of Karma. It always works. It is the best type of revenge. The reason I don't go out of my way for revenge is because I know Karma will get them one day. And they will suffer. Just like they made me suffer to start off with. It works every time. And when it happens, I can't help but be happy, even if it sucks for them. Karma is a bitch. It's that simple. At the same time, what happens when Karma is out to get me? Not so funny anymore.
I don't really know what I have done in the past to deserve the kind of shit I have to put up with. I can't say I've been a wonderful person my whole life. Yes I've done wrong things and treated people like crap. But I never thought it was this bad.
There are certain people who no matter how hard you try, they just don't care. You can put yourself out there, you can trust them, you can go out of your way to make them happy, you can try whatever you can to try and see them. But in return, you get nothing. They just don't give a shit. People who should be your friends, people who you really care about. How can people just kick friends to the side like this? How can people just give up this easily?
I had a fight with one of my friends the other day. The whole time it was happening, it was hurting. A lot. It didn't last very long, but it made me quite upset. It sucked. In the end, I went out of my way to make sure they knew how I felt. It all worked out. So is it just me? Am I the only person who gets this upset when she has a fight with someone she cares about? I would never be able to let go of people around me who I truly care about. But they seem to just be able to kick me to the side so easily. Maybe they don't care about me as much as they said they did? Maybe they have moved on to another friend? Can you even move on from friends? I know you make new friends all the time and sometimes you have to let old ones go. But how do people let them go so easily, without a fight at all? It just feels like they have no feelings.
It sucks. It's that simple. Being kicked to the side by a friend who you truly care about for no reason at all really sucks.
Yes I get it, people are busy, they have other stuff to do. But what is so hard about a message maybe once a week? A phone call? Or even an e-mail. ANYTHING. The small things are the ones that matter the most.
I don't really know what I have done in the past to deserve the kind of shit I have to put up with. I can't say I've been a wonderful person my whole life. Yes I've done wrong things and treated people like crap. But I never thought it was this bad.
There are certain people who no matter how hard you try, they just don't care. You can put yourself out there, you can trust them, you can go out of your way to make them happy, you can try whatever you can to try and see them. But in return, you get nothing. They just don't give a shit. People who should be your friends, people who you really care about. How can people just kick friends to the side like this? How can people just give up this easily?
I had a fight with one of my friends the other day. The whole time it was happening, it was hurting. A lot. It didn't last very long, but it made me quite upset. It sucked. In the end, I went out of my way to make sure they knew how I felt. It all worked out. So is it just me? Am I the only person who gets this upset when she has a fight with someone she cares about? I would never be able to let go of people around me who I truly care about. But they seem to just be able to kick me to the side so easily. Maybe they don't care about me as much as they said they did? Maybe they have moved on to another friend? Can you even move on from friends? I know you make new friends all the time and sometimes you have to let old ones go. But how do people let them go so easily, without a fight at all? It just feels like they have no feelings.
It sucks. It's that simple. Being kicked to the side by a friend who you truly care about for no reason at all really sucks.
Yes I get it, people are busy, they have other stuff to do. But what is so hard about a message maybe once a week? A phone call? Or even an e-mail. ANYTHING. The small things are the ones that matter the most.
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