The end of the year is approaching faster and faster. I am getting so freaked out that I am loosing track of everything. I've been sick for almost 2 weeks now and it just won't get better. I have a feeling it is a sign of stress. I haven't been eating well, I haven't been doing things properly and I am just truly paranoid. I don't know what will happen next year. For the first time in my life i DON'T have all my bases covered. I've never been so scared. I don't know what I wanna do, I don't know who I wanna be.
The animation has gone to shit so I won't even have a portfolio which I can be proud of at the end of the year. Things I've been working for just fell apart. And now I have so little time to make it all work again. I really can't go out there and get a real job next year. I don't want to keep going to uni because it really seems a bit pointless. I have applied for 3 courses at TAFE but I don't know what I really want to do. Should I be a 3d modeller (?), an animator, a graphics designer or go back to what i really enjoy and become a photographer? Either way i need more practice. But there isn't a place that would take me right now.
I just need to have a plan. Any plan will do.
The animation has gone to shit so I won't even have a portfolio which I can be proud of at the end of the year. Things I've been working for just fell apart. And now I have so little time to make it all work again. I really can't go out there and get a real job next year. I don't want to keep going to uni because it really seems a bit pointless. I have applied for 3 courses at TAFE but I don't know what I really want to do. Should I be a 3d modeller (?), an animator, a graphics designer or go back to what i really enjoy and become a photographer? Either way i need more practice. But there isn't a place that would take me right now.
I just need to have a plan. Any plan will do.
2 comments:
Travel?
i have the exact same problem. and i still have 2 more stressfull years.
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