People never change

It constantly annoys me to see what people are capable of. No matter how much i try to have faith in humanity, to find the right people to be around, it never seems to work. No one takes anything seriously. Specially when it comes to other people's feelings. I don't see how so many people are capable of hurting other people that they supposely care about. At the same time, i don't know how people don't tell each other how they truly feel. When person A comes up to me and tries to tell me something about person B that is important but no one should know, i just feel like pushing A away. I don't wanna know about B. Not because i don't care about that person, but because i don't wanna get involved. I won't be able to say anything to B, and if i say what i truly think to A about B's situation, it might change the way that person sees B. Why the hell would i want that? So because of this, i push people away. People that try and share their problems with me. Which are not even their problems to start off with. And this way, they end up getting hurt because aparently i don't care about them. Now seriously, what the hell am i meant to do?! In the end, someone is gonna get hurt. I try my best to make people understand that i do that for them, so they can have their own opinions. But no one understands. No one gives a crap. I have tried to listen to what people have to say, and not say anything. That doesn't work, because they get annoyed because i am not giving them my opinion, i am not helping, nothing changed. I have tried giving them my HONEST opinion, that didn't work either, it came back to bite me and ruin things for good. I don't wanna lie, tell them what they wanna hear, not what i think. That is just not me. Hence why i keep things to myself. Drama is no something i want around me to be completly honest. Only on TV. When it gets too real, i don't wanna be involved.

I do what i can not to hurt people i truly care about. Unlike a lot of people i know. I don't think there's anything worse than cheating. Cheating in a test, is just lying to yourself. Cheating to get something, is just pointless in the end, because you don't truly deserve it. Now cheating on someone is a whole new level of disrespect. I don't see the point. I don't know how people can do it. Over and over and over and over again. They hurt the people they are with, the people they suposely care oh so much about, just for a one night thing? And if they actualy like that person they were with that day, why on earth would they respect them, knowing they are with someone who cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend to be with them. If it happened once, who says it won't happen again? This has always been a very dilcate topic for me. I spent a very long time talking about this with a few people last night. I don't believe i have ever been cheated on. And i never have someone very close to me ceating/being cheated on. But i know it happens. I feel very strongly about this. I don't forgive and i don't forget. Cheating isn't just hurting someone. Cheating is hurting someone on purpose. You KNOW you are doing it. I know most people don't agree with me. They think that's a bit harsh and i should take it easier, that every situation is different. That if you truly love someone, you will overcome the cheating, you will forgive them. I strongly believe i wouldn't. I know i will only know when it happens to me (let's hope it never does), But considering i am a very stubborn person, i think i will be sticking with this for good.