Oh, it's never enough

I got a job. At nando's. With Lu and Rugiyya. It's pretty cool. I just thought i'd share that...

I'm sure i've talked about this before, but my life is lacking balance. It is like when something goes really well, others just fall apart. I got a job, which is awesome. I am doing well and enjoying uni which is fantastic. Everything was going just fine, until i realized people around me aren't doing fine. Some people are sick, and it worries me. Others just don't give a flying f*ck to other people's feelings, which annoys me so badly, yet i can't do anything about it. It is just the way it is. Some people are ignorant pricks who are totally selfish, and i have to learn to deal with that. I haven't yet, but i'm sure i'll manage eventually. For now, i shall just whinge about it.

To make everything just more odd, i am on holidays. It doesn't feel like it. I had to go to uni, i have to work, i have stuff to do. I have not socialized at all basically from free will. Not that i feel like sociallizing because most ppl i know aren't even worth my time. But still. It is the holidays and i haven't done anything too exciting yet.

It is Lu's birthday saturday. And i have to qrite a speech. So god damn scary.