First of all, I don't think I should even be near this computer after having 2 double blacks in less than an hour. But who cares, there's no one home to stop me.
Yeah that's right, I'm drinking at home alone. Whopsy-fucking-do. It's a first for me I have to say. And it fucking sucks.
I thought this year would be different. But guess what! It isn't. I still hate my job. I still wish my life was different. And now, to top it all ff, I wish I had found another place to live. I'm clearly not welcome here and it fucking sucks.
Yeah, you got it. I moved in with my boyfriend. Don;t ever do it. No all I get is "oh, I don't work, I'm a bum who does nothing all day, so you go to bed, I'm just gonna go play video games until 6 in the morning. And then I'll go to sleep. So I don't have to talk to you when you wake up". Awesome right? Get home, "oh, you know that ONE thing you asked me to do for the last 2 weeks, yeah sorry. Didn't have time. Spent all day playing video games". Well guess what: FUCK. YOU. I am so sick and tired of this bullshit.
GET A FUCKING LIFE. You are such a fucking child, it pisses me off.
That's not all! Do you think he listens to me? Talks to me about stuff? Listens to what I wanna say? Yeah right. When going out with my friends, he'll just wear shorts and converses so obviously he can't get in anywhere at night. Not to mention sitting in a corner looking bored and not talking to anyone so we will leave early. Yet, I still invite him. His friends invite him to go out? Suddenly he is showered, looking nice, with a bottle of fucking alcohol (even though he is driving), walking out the door without even inviting me. ON A FUCKING SATURDAY NIGHT. Yep.
That pretty much sums it up why I am now home alone drinking double blacks, crying and watching gilmore girls. Even though I promised myself I would not cry over him ever again. I guess I was wrong.
And now, from he looks of it, I guess I should be looking at another place to rent. He never invited me to come live here anyway. I mentioned it because my lease was running out. I don't think he wanted me to come live here.
Well, FUCK YOU.
I have not been this angry and upset at th same time in a very long time. I hate it.
DICKHEAD.
Yeah that's right, I'm drinking at home alone. Whopsy-fucking-do. It's a first for me I have to say. And it fucking sucks.
I thought this year would be different. But guess what! It isn't. I still hate my job. I still wish my life was different. And now, to top it all ff, I wish I had found another place to live. I'm clearly not welcome here and it fucking sucks.
Yeah, you got it. I moved in with my boyfriend. Don;t ever do it. No all I get is "oh, I don't work, I'm a bum who does nothing all day, so you go to bed, I'm just gonna go play video games until 6 in the morning. And then I'll go to sleep. So I don't have to talk to you when you wake up". Awesome right? Get home, "oh, you know that ONE thing you asked me to do for the last 2 weeks, yeah sorry. Didn't have time. Spent all day playing video games". Well guess what: FUCK. YOU. I am so sick and tired of this bullshit.
GET A FUCKING LIFE. You are such a fucking child, it pisses me off.
That's not all! Do you think he listens to me? Talks to me about stuff? Listens to what I wanna say? Yeah right. When going out with my friends, he'll just wear shorts and converses so obviously he can't get in anywhere at night. Not to mention sitting in a corner looking bored and not talking to anyone so we will leave early. Yet, I still invite him. His friends invite him to go out? Suddenly he is showered, looking nice, with a bottle of fucking alcohol (even though he is driving), walking out the door without even inviting me. ON A FUCKING SATURDAY NIGHT. Yep.
That pretty much sums it up why I am now home alone drinking double blacks, crying and watching gilmore girls. Even though I promised myself I would not cry over him ever again. I guess I was wrong.
And now, from he looks of it, I guess I should be looking at another place to rent. He never invited me to come live here anyway. I mentioned it because my lease was running out. I don't think he wanted me to come live here.
Well, FUCK YOU.
I have not been this angry and upset at th same time in a very long time. I hate it.
DICKHEAD.
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