Big night out bus

Last night was my first time on the big night out bus. I went in expecting things to be dodgy and the drinks to suck. But it was so much fun! The loud music, everyone having a great time and the punch was actually really good! All you can drink puch... yum! I had a really good night. One of the best nights I've had in a while. But not looking forward to people adding photos on facebook. Sigh.

On another note, I'd like to stop attracting really weird guys. Maybe it's the hair, maybe it's the way too colourful stockings. But either way, it should stop! So I was on the line to get into supermild (I was alone, meeting up a friend inside). And there's this guy in front of me who starts staring. So I try to ignore him, but after a while it gets a bit uncomfortable. So I looked at him n kinda smiled. Something I shouldn't have done. He started talking with this really thick n weird accent. "I just wanted to say I really like you. You look interesting" *Vero smiles awkwardly* Thankfully, the line moved and he had to get in. So I thought 'hey, that coudl've been worse'. But when I was inside, for the minute or so I was alone after meeting up with my friend and waiting for him to go get a drink, this freak comes back and sits next to me. "Is he your boyfriend?" *Vero acts akwardly and kind of rolls eyes* "Just tell me if he is and I'll go away. I just really like you. I like interesting people. In Siberia people think I'm interesting" *Vero keeps smiling awkwardly*. He eventually gets the message and leaves. What an interesting night.

So raise your glass if you are wrong in all the right ways

I like Pink's new song. (it's on repeat right now...) It's very catchy. It makes me wanna dance every time I hear it. Which is a bit bad when I'm at work and I can feel myself moving around a little.

Songs seem to fit me very well right now...

"Everything is going wrong but we're so happy"

Mum has always said that, when it gets near to your birthday, you enter a "astral hell". Which seems to always be true. I don't think it is a really bad thing, because I get happy near my birthday, so even when things start going to shit, I'm still going. If it happened at any other point in time, I might just crash. But now, when it's near my birthday, I can deal with it. It's weird...

Work is busy. Stressful. Everyone is on the edge and because I go around helping everyone and do little things that depend on everyone else, I take all the shit and everything always seems to be my fault (at least that's what they say. it's not really...). So people spend all day having a go at me for doing my work too fast and them not being able to catch up and then, at the end of the day, all the stress just goes away and everyone is laughing, drinking and being fun. It took me a while to get used to it, I must say. Oh, also, my probation period is over! I survived! :D

Last night, for the first time ever, I was drunk at the same time Rugiyya was. Which was amazing! Usually we take care of each other. But last night, I think we both just needed shitloads of alcohol. It was fun :) Hopefully, we'll do it again today.

I feel like blogging lots. I feel like e-mailing people. But I have so much cleaning to do...

My fucking housemate is getting kicked out. Why? Because she is a dirty whore who doesn't pay the rent. And what's gonna happen to me? I don't know. Joint lease sucks. Everything is so up in the air, I have no control and it is freaking me out. But at the same time, it is good. I don't have to be responsible for anything. It doesn't depend on me. This is a new feeling. This out of control business can work for me. Maybe.

My parents are taking me sky diving for my birthday! Fuck yeah! :D

I'm swearing a lot now. This can't be good. But then it means I'm back to the old me. Kind of. Which is nice. :)


Raise your glass people! Life's worth fighting for. Even if it goes to shit. Be optimistic. Things always have a way of working themselves out. Don't put up with shit from other people. Stand up for yourself. It's better to keep people around you who like you for who you are, rather than who you pretend to be. The masks always fall. So don't wear one. Be honest. Trust people. Don't hold grudges. Don't do anything to be guilty about. And if you do, don't be afraid to say sorry. It means a lot. Be happy! Bad things happen to good people. But karma is a bitch. Do whatever you want to do. Be whoever you want to be, even if it means taking shit from people who don't understand you. Ignore them. No one knows you better than yourself. You can be anyone. And you can change at any point in time. :)

/end weird Vero times.

This is me, when I ring tech support for a GPS at work.

Just because

I seem to go through phases of neglecting this blog. That's not very good, I have to say. There's always so much in my head I wanna write here, but I never seem to be bothered. I've been lacking motivation lately. I'm not too sure why...

Things are going good. Work is good. Life in general is good. I feel like my life right now could be made into a movie. Not in a good way! There's a lot of drama that I can't really talk about here happening at home. It makes me a bit angry, but it doesn't bother me that much to be honest. It's one of those things that you just learn to live with I guess. But the good news is that I want to buy a house next year. *nods* In the end of the year, I plan on moving houses (so if you know anyone who's looking for a housemate, let me know!). And the later on next year, I'll buy my own house. It's is very exciting, I have to say :)

The next ew weeks are going to stress me out quite a lot. At work, we are going to be at a 4WD and boating show. There's so much preparation involved! I tried to start getting ready about a month ago. But it is one of those things that I need other people to do their part before I can do mine. And they seemed to always have other priorities. Stress is gonna get to me by friday. Nt to mention the masquered ball me and Lu are haing on Saturday. It's not even close to being organised. I don't even have a dress yet! Not to mention that it is getting so out of control! It started out with 100 people invited. Not it has over 200. Her house is quite small. This might end in disaster...