So long and thanks for all the fish

*from hitchhikers guide to the galaxy for those who don't know...

today was bloody hot again. so so so bad!
tomorrow i have to work. 12-8pm. lovely, i know. but THEN i get home and when i wake up bright and early saturday morning i will get on the car, go to the airport and fly to brisbane! after 2 days, i shall go to the gold coast. where i will go to the theme parks and all. oh so excited! I am all packed and ready to go. Just me and Josh. it shall be fun fun fun. the resort place we are staying in seems very nice. i know i will end up getting sunburnt and all, but i know it will be worth it. i plan on shopping lots, going on all the rides on movie world, spending lots of time in the pool/ocean, going to wet 'n wild, going for walks on the beach and anything else that can be fun around the place. :) i have never travalled alone with a boyfriend before, so that will be fun. another great thing about it is i shall avoid this 40 degree weather from adelaide! so hoooray for that! it hasn't been over 30 degrees in brisbane for the last few days, and it seems that it will continue hat way. so the melting shall stop for me. at least for the next week or so.

i shall be back on the 9th. with loads of pictures and exciting new stories :)

Boiling

It was 45.7 degrees today. do you have ANY idea how bloody hot that is? Yes i was inside most of the time, but at 10am, while waiting at the bus stop in front of my house, it was 37 degrees. that is waaaay too hot for 10am! and now, at almost 9pm it is 37 degrees as well!!!!
the neighbours are swimming.
god i hate them.
i wish i had a pool.
inside.
coz outside is way too hot.
*melts*

heaps of hate

i hate people talking behind my back. specially if it is about me.
i hate people telling other people about their feelings but not saying anything to me. never telling me what they are thinking.
i hate being out of the loop.
i hate knowing things i am not meant to know.
i hate not being able to talk to the people really close to me about certain things.
i hate knowing that they talk to other people about those things, but not to me.
i hate how hypocrite people really close to me are.
i hate how certain people will talk to people that they bitch about to me about how things are going, about how they are feeling and go to them for help, but not come to me.
i hate messed up relationships.
i hate half truths.
i hate knowing that there were others.
i hate thinking.
i hate over thinking.
i hate being able to figure out all this stuff and not be able to say anything to people.
i hate being smart enough to know what is going on around me, telling people, them not believing me and me having to say in the end 'i told you so'.
i hate to say i told you so.
i hate most humans.

i wish things were simple. that best friends would always be best friends. that friends would always be able to cheer you up. that relationships were for real. that people were honest and up front. that everyone was able to tell you how they feel. or how they felt about someone. that people could be capable of talking about past relationships with their current relationship. that everything was easy. that things would just... flow. which they don't fucking do and they never fucking have.

New year

Wow i haven't posted here since last year :P

So the other day Lu went to the beach (same one as last post i did) and she was telling me she saw a cute little dog. Turns out, it was the same dog as i thought was adorable. ha. Great minds think alike ;P

Today i had a day off. And what did i do? I cleaned my room. Awesome, right!

That is all. No news from me...